Sunday, December 26, 2010

Kat.

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Saturday, December 25, 2010

Take Me With You.

1.

The candles sing a tender song

Under my lover's desk, casting silhouettes

On my weeping self.

Under there, I reach an epiphany of sorts

I can't see them, until they sing.

My birds have nowhere to go

Until you sing.


2.

This body wastes

Long runs in black stockings new

Lying next to the shoes that you're hurriedly putting on.

Scared of the memories that are slipping

Right away at the Goodbye.

Maybe he'll forget

he was here.

I wouldn't lie to you, no

I'm scared.


3.

Awaiting anonymous arms

Anonymous nights

With anonymous songs.

Some lessons yet to be learnt

Awaiting new love

In some stranger's arms.

Yet I might look for a letter

Now and then

Bearing your signature

And that unforgettable scent.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Dear Manooo :)

And we're like sunsets
Descending in spirals
Cascades of color
Mirrors turned inwards.

And we drift mostly
Coming back hitting dead ends
Lonely brushes of paint against a wall
We drift.

And we're musical tonight
Sights set at the coastline of a dying city
We'll sing
When everyone else sleeps.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Nothingness

I think I'm leaving a trail so you'd catch up. Shared portraits and croaked lyrics. Mistake after regret after mistake. You'd think there's a trail to follow.

And it comes and goes. Somewhere our decisions collide between bursts of sleep. Somewhere you wait to think to act. Somewhere our dreams are slipping away. Nothingness.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Curious

It waits tonight
Undercurrents of stray passions
Mingling into shadows of the night
While we weave in and out
Treading crumbling boundaries
On tiptoe. Tiptoe.

She made giggles and words appear on cue,
I swear I still think about you
With eyes wide open
And a heart quite small.

But it’s a little curious isn’t it
Your enforced silence
Sound asleep in corners of a dream
A touch here, his breath sparse
And he slowly hates it,
Dead love and a few wine bottles.

Monday, December 6, 2010

It's official.

I don't like you.