i want to fade into the nothingness
that is amnesia.
erase the mistakes. write over them.
or get a mask.
i
am tired of waiting
for things to happen to me.
i
want to break
free.
hide and then seek
you.
i need a new name
so they cant trace their lives
back to me or us or them.
but
here i am
waiting
like a tree
thats stuck to the ground
and can only reach for the sky
that's always
going to be a tad too outta reach.
fuck.
