Showing posts with label i have no clue what this is. Show all posts
Showing posts with label i have no clue what this is. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

My psycho heart etc. etc.

Our scars match, visible or not. Physical reality's as overrated as any other pseudo interests we may have. And we forget where our loyalties lie. We forget so soon.

i.
A broken piece of a song walks inside of you
And it's made a secret place for itself
Hazy sorrow and quiet longing
You're filled with autumn leaves and glass beads
That flow away with the winter rain.

ii.
She lies uncoiled, awaiting luck
And other fickle friends
A dark night flooding red
She embraces, with an unpoised charm
That ruined many a heart.

He's quiet for the most part
Indulgent to a point
But not reckless like you'd want men to be
And there's that little painsizedhole
That she's always trying to not see
But watches wearily anyway.

And she's downed a far too many
Not knowing what to say
Green bottles stacked against the wall
The paint's peeling off her face
But she's only thinking of his gentle ways.

And he knows what she's remembering
The halfdreamhalfreal vision from past morning
Cos he reads her like she's the God's book
Every line on her face that she's so desperate to hide
He reads her like she's the book divine.

But there's only so much to tell
Before ghosts reappear and seize everything back
She needs an obsession new
And he's far too tired to pursue.
So before he could make a plausible excuse
She takes the knife and plows it through.
And redstainedcarpets are a bother enough
Without a body to haul and a heart to rip off
So he quietly picks himself up
Takes not a single image to remember
And walks himself out with a cat in tow.

iii.
And any other night we'd all be asleep
Dreaming of hippie littered beaches
And black shiny rainbows from hell.
But tonight's something else, oh yes
We're giving the world a skip
And hitching a ride to the moon
Where the stars are just a little brighter
And our souls far behind in the dustbins.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Dreaming In Th Light

He whispers her name like a prayer
Feverish dreams unheard

She sleeps within her waking bubble
Unconscious to the colors

"Favor me a glance my love
Shamed by your words
I only fight for what's mine."

Thrown apart, creeping elsewhere
An untoward touch here
A monster weeping there
And I was the only one who saw you that night!

He wakes to her silent breathing
She swats an imaginary fly
He hooks his thigh over a slender leg
She wishes him to die.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Fate is just too small a word for what we are stuck in.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Anonymous



i want to fade into the nothingness


that is amnesia.


erase the mistakes. write over them.


or get a mask.



i


am tired of waiting


for things to happen to me.


i


want to break


free.


hide and then seek


you.



i need a new name


so they cant trace their lives


back to me or us or them.



but


here i am


waiting


like a tree


thats stuck to the ground


and can only reach for the sky


that's always


going to be a tad too outta reach.



fuck.

Friday, October 3, 2008

De Nouveau Part 1

I was so tired right then... Of all the searching and the waiting and most of all, of all the running... My legs cramping up, muscles a hard knot, all I wanted was to sit down... But I HAD to find her!!!

She had disappeared so slyly and I didnt even realise how I was standing there, listening to a disoconnected silence... Not that it wasn't silent when she was around but we were so comfortable, sharing our minds like clothes ; our bodies managed to keep us apart only that much after all... We used to laugh at all the crummy people who wanted to be our friends and we would lead them on, till we got tired of them... Discarding them, like used toys... And I remember the emptiness crashing around me had been deafening, when she left, and I wondered if I should scream out or maybe kick a stone or cut my wrist or something... That would piss her off... =)

But she wasn't coming back and I had to hunt her down right? Striding down stinky streets, or running up a lonely hill, all I found was my deflating hope and more than anything I wanted to know how she could possibly stay away when I was slowly fading without her?